Why

Wow, I really strayed off into the fog with this blog spot. I tried to use this as a way to replace myspace, but the experiment failed. I doubt anyone is reading this (Maybe a jealous ex boyfriend or broken contact too chicken shit to talk me). Don't worry if I called you out, your only human. We all have our curiosities. The persona that this blog takes on, also asorbes all characteristics of the Queen. I am: envious, controlling and over indulging, from time to time. Inverted.

Nothing too big has happened to me in the last ten months. I moved and I am going to a much bigger, much richer university. The first semester was baptism by fire. I had about three emotional break downs a month. This was mostly due to my over zealous and pompous attitude towards my professional writing skills. (Not the blogs. Blog land is my land baby. Grammar and professional writing goes out the window) I quickly learned in my Literature theory class (it is like philosophy of English classes) that my writing skills were not as impressive as I deemed them to be. Dr. O really beat me up with 'grades of self loathing'. At first, I hated him. Now, I respect the man. I was so distressed during this class because my professor was trying to weed the garden. This English class was the make it or break it for the major. I made it out with a B, and I almost had a stroke, when I saw my grades. I did not expect to receive straight B's. Not when with classes like Literature theory or Japanese (Ohh my language skills are so terrible).

So here I am, heading into the last month of my second semester. I feel more connection with these classes. One thing I have learned from Appstate, that GTCC did not teach me is: Your grades can change at the drop of a hat.

Hopefully- I will be able to post a blog once a week!