Queen of Pentacles-Who?

I believe that now is the time, to talk about why I choose a persona known as the Queen of Pentacles. Let me start from the creation here; this queen comes from the Tarot deck. She is apart of the pentacle or 'coin' suit which corresponds with the element of Earth. Any card under this suit normally relates to wealth and health in some manner. One of my books describes her as: " A generous woman who is also an excellent manager in practical and financial areas. She may be a sensual woman who is at home in her body and enjoys her creature comforts. As an adviser, she favors the querent or will at least be fair. She is pragmatic and realistic and wants to see that the money she distributes produces tangible results. If the card doesn't represent a person, it shows a harvest after much labor, security, and prudent use of resources." This card used to come up often in my readings. The average person will have many different ruling cards through out there life. I just seem to identify strongly with her, and well, I do admire her. So this is why I refer to myself as The Queen of Pentacles. I feel, that I am a rather earthy person.

Well Why Blog?

Some say that we are seeing the end of Myspace, and I know that Facebook has taken over the Internet. I'm sorry to say, but I prefer to let my emotions out into the open, because I am that kind of person. I guess? Anyways, I have started up this blog for several different reasons: I am getting ready to go a more advanced college, Myspace is in death's grapple, and well I just like to 'hear' myself talk. No one can read this blog and I am completely content with it.
The idea that I am leaving in August and is something that terrifies me. I wished for this day and now that it's finally flying right at me; I feel so somber. You see, I am not much of a personable individual, I like to keep my distance from people. I happened to finally fall into a crowd of support and these friends wouldn't let me put up any walls. They warped my sense of personal space, and this is something that I needed. So I believe that is is the most unfortunate circumstance, the people I have been looking for all my life, finally found me and its time for me to leave. It's depressing, I know, but this change will help me grow up. So to that tiny circle of dice rolling nerds, thank you for being there. I was wrong about my feelings, you are not the dime a dozen friends. You are all the rare coin in the collection and I will miss each and everyone of you. Thank you for the good times, the bad times, and the in between. I know this summer will be one of the happiest that I have ever had.
The point of this blog is, a place for me to go and record each and every day of this breath taking summer. With Myspace on life support, I feel that it was just time to expand my audience from just 'friends' to everyone. As I had stated before, I am indifferent to who reads my posts. These blogs are for my two month journey, in which I reflect every day. So when its snowy and I am at college, I can just pull these up and relive my summer hours.
My writing skills are always open for review and improvement. I would like to think that someday,I will be a decent writer. However, being a college student it is so much easier for me to take out my training and just write up a paper. Focusing on being more creative and personal with my 'penmen ship' is the theme of this summer. So speak up if you do not care for something or want me to expand. I will come right out and say that my grammar skills are lacking, and well I will be loose on that subject. My main focus with this blog is to get a type of writer signature style or experiment with the way I tell a story. I want someone to read my work and think: "Oh it's that silly Queen of Pentacles girl!". That is my goal anyways, but I do understand that writing takes time. So I plan to keep a blog about every day of this summer. Some blogs may be a page long, while others are a few sentences. Please just bare with me.

Thankyou!
QP<3